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School

Mom filled out my enrollment papers online today and she has to go in and talk to the counselor tomorrow. I will either start school on Monday or Tuesday =)

I'm excited.

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so embarassed

we went to  TGI Friday's tonight. It was mom going on a date with this lady whose name is Kenda. But, anyway..I was so embarassed. It was Mom Me Hailey Lisa Kenda Kenda's mom Robin and Her son Jeff (he's 9) Robin was talking about how she doesn't put up with mouthy kids and mom just started going into it about how I had stevie over last night and he dove....OMG. I'LL TELL THAT STORY IN A MINUTE. But anyway, how I'm mouthy and shit and made me look like a total bitch and then I didn't want to sit on the inside because I'm too fluffy and like I tried to sit on the side end and Lisa wanted to sit there so I had to sit on the very end of the table and I was just joking around like "ahhhh I hate the ennddd everyone lookkks at mee" and she was like "GET UP. IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE A LITTLE BITCH ABOUT IT THEN JUST FUCKING TRADE ME" and I got really embarassed and ran to the bathroom. I was in there for like half an hour and they kept texting me telling me to come back out that it wasn't a big deal and Kenda and everybody didn't even know what happened. So, eventually I came out and we had a good time telling stories and stuff. OMG. We Kenda was a baby (6 months old)her like...i think step dad beat her so bad while her mom was gone. Robin came home and all she saw was puke all over Kenda's highchair with her in it and he was like "she wouldn't stop crying" and Robin gave her a bath and she could see his handprints all over her and he beat her so bad she was bleeding out her rectum. She took her to the hospital and found that out and Robin had her parents stay there and she went home and beat the son of a bitch with a baseball bat. HAHAHAHAHA. I laughed so hard. And then like...when Kenda was nine she asked her dad if she could walk the dogs and he said no but she did it anyway and Robin heard her screaming in the backyard and looked out there and saw him dragging KENDA around with the chock lease around her neck. Robin said she put the gun to the back of his head and said "drag her one more mother fuckin time and I"ll blow your brains out" LOL. OMG....I think Robin is the coolest fuckin gramma ever. This chick passed our table and looked at her wrong and Robin fucking stood up and started following her outside LOL.

Anyway, back to the STEVIE story. Okay, it was like 2:00 in the moring and so Becca wanted some Chocolate and I was on the phone with Kevin and his aunt was like "I'll go get it" and she did and brought it to the apartment along with Stevie and Kevin and she was like "did you guys want anything?" and I was like "I want some gummyworms!!" and so she went back and got sometime for everybody that wanted anything and stevie stayed there while they all went to QuikTrip. Then like before they got back mom woke up and I knew she wouldnt let me explain so I was like "I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!" and kaitlin was like "STEVIE!! DIVE! DIVE!!" so Stevie DOOOOOVE behind the fucking couch and made the shades move and shit and mom was like "WHO JUST FUCKING DOVE BEHIND THE MOTHER FUCKING COUCH?!?!" and I was like "uuhhh!! uhhh!!!!!!???!?!?!" and then was like "steeeviee....." and she was like "HE NEEDS TO LEAVE NOW!!!" and stevie popped his fucking head up from behind the couch and stood up and gave me a hug and walked out the door and mom slammed her door and then I went outside and was like "I"m sorry!!" lol!! He was so fucking scared!! Then Kevin's aunt  came and got him and they left but it was so fucking funny!!!!

well, that's my post. long I know but...whatever. read it.

<3 Shelby

2 - 007 --- the year of the secret agents

Yep, so it is now January 2nd of 2007. 2006 was an extremely crappy year for me and my family so 2007 should be better. I've been thinking about my new years resolutions and..here they are ::

Find out who my true friends are and rely on them and trust then to steer me in the right direction no matter what I think (unless it's against my best interests)

Respect my mother. No matter how many times I think she's wrong, she's been there and done that and everything I do is just deja vu to her.

Find a boyfriend that respects me for me, doesn't want me to change and I don't have to be careful of what I say around him or put out for him to stay with me. Because I've learned that having sex with a guy because they'll leave if you dont, doesn't work. They leave anyway.

Stay caught up in school and don't get behind again. School is more important than I think and I need it to get ahead in life. I left school because I hated going there and I was bored but I realized that staying home all day is even more boring that school lol.

Well, that's all my resolutions. Hopefully I can stay strong and  make sure these things happen. I'm sure God will help me through all of this...if there is a God anyway....

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New Years Eve!!

Hey Errbdy =)

So, tonight is my New Year's Eve Party that almost everyone canceled on me. Yeah, I'm afraid that this party might be a little lame because there aren't that many people coming but, we are going to make it fun!!! :D It's going to be Me, Kevin, Stevie, Tyler, Tyler's girlfriend, Kaitlin, Becca && Hailey. Maybe some other people if they decide to show up but as far as I know those are the only people coming.

Hmmm...well, I need to go get dressed && stuff before Kevin and errbdy get here.

So, talk atchall later.

Love,

Shelby<3